Uncomfortably Numb
Aug. 7th, 2006 04:59 pmDistracted by boredom and loneliness today.
There're so many things that either physically can't be done or aren't any fun doing by yourself. There's so few people I feel comfortable around, though. Trying to think of an example to raise the number above zero...
Still trying...
Screw it, I need a hallucinatory friend. Not an imaginary one, that wouldn't do any good -- if I'm not convinced they're real, then there's no point.
I find myself wishing I was insane a lot, although usually it isn't quite as clearcut as wanting to be schizophrenic. Love is insanity, after all, and so is ambition.
Where's cthulhu when you need him? Oh, right. Fictional. Damn it.
There're so many things that either physically can't be done or aren't any fun doing by yourself. There's so few people I feel comfortable around, though. Trying to think of an example to raise the number above zero...
Still trying...
Screw it, I need a hallucinatory friend. Not an imaginary one, that wouldn't do any good -- if I'm not convinced they're real, then there's no point.
I find myself wishing I was insane a lot, although usually it isn't quite as clearcut as wanting to be schizophrenic. Love is insanity, after all, and so is ambition.
Where's cthulhu when you need him? Oh, right. Fictional. Damn it.